Wide awake and dreaming...

It's after 4 in the morning.

I'm alone.

I'm on my big, comfy bed, staring at the ceiling and fantasizing about you.

I can't sleep.

I can't cum.

(WTF is THAT about??!?)

I eye my cell on the night-stand.

Hmmm.

I could take a chance....fire off a quick text...it's earlier there, and this is the weekend after all...

Tempting.

Dangerous too.

"Danger" is certainly more appealing to me than it used to be.

I blame you.

You taught me how truly fucking exciting the thrill of alllllmost but not quite getting caught can be.

That damn fantasy of yours....the one where you are fucking me from behind, and you make me call him and try to act innocent?

Yeah, that one.

That was the one that shoved me off the cliff.

Mmmmm......a random, middle-of-the-night naughty text telling you how badly I want your thick cock inside me....

I reach for my phone.

I type that I ache for you.

That I hunger for you.

That I deserve to be punished for being such a naughty little slut...your naughty little slut.

I text a paragraph that is absolutely, positively FILTHY.

I feel myself slipping in to that "other" world...my secret fantasy world, where we fuck each other's brains out multiple times each day...

I drop the phone on my bed, close my eyes, and become completely lost in you.

You are fucking me soooooo good in my mind.

I imagine your voice, telling me what a good little slut I am, telling me to take it harder, harder, harder.

Mmmmmm.....I'm in the mood to fight you.

I begin to buck against you, trying to throw you off. Angry sex. Mmmmmm yes... You know I like it rough. You know I like to feel "conquered".

You growl, grab my wrists, hold me down, and pound my pussy even harder.

I'm panting...moaning...screaming your name, begging you first for mercy, and then for the love of god, DON'T STOP.

I can tell you are close to orgasming. Your breathing has changed. You're making those sounds....I love those sounds...

Please, please baby, give me your cum. Cum inside me, cum with me. PLEASE. Shoot your cum deep inside my pussy while I cum on your thick cock. PLEASE!

My orgasm rushes through my body and mind. I cry out your name as my body vibrates and twitches and pulses...

I lay limply on my bed, fingers still lightly dancing across my clit.

Mmmmm.....aftershock....I heart aftershocks.......

I feel myself calming down, my breathing begins to normalize.

And I find....I am back to where I was twenty or so minutes ago.

Sprawled out on my big comfy bed, staring at the ceiling, thinking of you.

I suspect the expression on my face has changed a bit.... ;)

I turn on my side, and imagine your body curled around mind.

Bliss.

I scrunch around a bit, getting comfy, and manage to run in to my forgotten cell phone.

I read my unsent text. Damn, I am such a perv! I laugh and save it to my drafts. Perhaps I will send it to you next week.

I reach for the laptop, log in to the secret site I haven't touched in months, and write this post for you.

xo

A peek inside my naughty little life....

....a slightly edited version of an email I sent to my scorching hawwt playmate about a recent adventure...

Went over to (name deleted)'s a little before 7.

Her kids are staying at their Grandma's, so I thought there'd be no interruptions. WRONG! But I am getting ahead of myself.

She made me do a shot of this super aged Scotch whiskey they got for Christmas. It was GREAT. Being the one-drink-wonder that I am, BAM! I felt numb and silly. LOL

So...

I'm following her down the hall, and she starts taking off her clothes. Off comes her sweater....off comes her pants.... She had her back to me, and I snuck the first pic.

She took off her black tank, and had on a corset/gstring set that I loved. She attached the garters and put on the stocking to show me the rest of that outfit, which I just about died over. When she turned her back, I took the second pic.

I totally got busted that time. She saw me do it in her mirror.

She pounced.

;)

She had me nekkid in about 30 seconds. She demanded I get on the bed face down. Within about 5 minutes, I was cuffed face down, spread eagle.

I'll go in to more details later with you if you like, but the cliff notes version -- I got spanked and flogged while she fucked my pussy with a vibrator. At one point she had her tongue in my ass. I thought I was going to pass out. Girl is KINKY! She kept me just on the edge of orgasm for what seemed like forever. Meanie. She released my legs, kept my hands cuffed, and got me up on my knees, head down on the bed, ass up in the air. She got on her back, slid under me, and had me ride her face while she spanked my ass. The orgasm rocked.

She uncuffed me, and stripped out of her lingerie. (Her husband) called, and while she wasn't looking, that is when I picked up the phone to send you the first pic. I think I had been there around an hour at that point. Almost got caught! lol

To cover it up, I reached down and started rubbing my clit. I wish you could have seen her face. LOL! After a couple minutes, she yelled uncle and turned around to finish talking to (her husband). I could hear her whispering, and I am pretty sure she told him exactly what was going on. I took that opportunity to send you the second pic.

Almost got caught again. ;)

I went to get a glass of water, and came back and she was kneeling on the bed. She goes "don't you want a picture of my ass like this?". Uhmmm.....YES! So THAT picture, she was TOTALLY in on it being taken. Wheeee!

It's still kind of jumbled in my head. Can't remember exactly when I snuck sending that one in to you.

She laid down, and we started making out again. Gawd can she kiss!!!!!!

Hands everywhere, lots of moaning and dirty talk, just how I love....

...and BAM. She cuffed me up again. LOL

This time I was on my back. She straddled me and started grinding up and down my body, and I thought I was gonna frikking die. She started SLAPPING at my breasts. I swear to god, this chick is a total DOMME! It makes me wonder if she Dommes (her husband) too.

She STOOD UP, walked up up the bed and put her feet by my ears, and basically squatted on my face. It freaked me out at first, to be honest. I didn't like being cuffed during this -- for one, I like using my hands on her, but also, I was feeling kind of smothered, like I could not breathe. I guess she could tell I was wigging out a bit, because she reached up and released my writsts. She flipped around, and we started 69'ing. THAT rocked. She made me cum REALLY effing hard, and then SHE started shaking. *purrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr* Doesn't it feel AMAZING when a woman cums on your face?!?!?!??!!?!?!

Sooooooo.....she climbs off, and we both start giggling......

It gets realllllly silly, laughing, lots of pinching and tickling.....

I was getting all excited again, thinking I would turn tables on her and Domme her ass right back, and the hair on the back of my neck starts standing up. I turn around, and THERE IS FUCKING (insert her huband's name). I don't know how long he was watching. Maybe just a second, maybe a lot longer, I don't know. I was too shocked to move. I hear her greet him, and she slaps my ass. anf says "Isn't she pretty?".

(you have to picture us facing each other on our sides, and my back was to the door. got it?)

So, she slaps my ass, and I yelp. There's no covers, NOTHING that I can use to cover myself, so I just sorta looked at her. I guess she could tell from the look on my face that I was not going to go where they wanted me to, and she told him to turn around. I jumped up, scrambled around looking for my stuff, grabbed my phone and my keys, threw on my sweater and jeans, walked home barefoot, and LEFT MY BRA AND PANTIES THERE!

Fuck.

So.....yeah.

Texted you from my driveway, and went inside.

Got fully debriefed by the other half, and left out the husband parts. I haven't decided what to do about that yet. They obviously are not going to give up the idea of a threesome, and I am soooooo not interested in him.

After spilling the details, I spent most of the night having rough, dirty sex, and it ROCKED. It was INTENSE. Omg....

....and that is a peek inside my happy little life....

Part three of the "story" I started back in December is coming (heh) soon.

A few weeks ago.... Part 2...

I quickly discovered that keeping eye contact while you're being fingered by a beautiful woman isn't as easy as it may sound.

"I don't... I don't think... I'm not ready for..."

Before I had a chance to finish, her finger was removed from my pussy, and forced into my mouth. I gasped and began to gently suck. I wanted to meet her eyes, I swear I tried. I was still in a bit of shock, feeling unsure of what I was supposed to be doing. The finger was withdrawn, and she glanced down at my exposed cleavage. A smile lit her face as she saw my obvious excitement. Damn nipples. I sighed, and finally raised my eyes to hers.

"Stop thinking. Don't be scared," she cooed at me. "You'll love this."

"Please, tell me what you will do first," I begged.

"I'll kiss down your body, like this." She kissed each breast, then the valley between, and began to move lower. "I may spend a bit of time here, on your tummy." She laughed as I began to shriek over being tickled. "Whenever I wish, I'm going to brush my finger against your sweet clit, like this." I gasped as I felt her touch me. Oh god. Please let her do that again! She began to explore my inner thighs, letting her hands wander. I tried to shift my body to force her hands closer to where I needed them the most. She removed her hands. Such a meanie. "You're going to beg for my tongue. I'm not going to make you cum until you do."

I quickly considered my options. Honestly, I was ready to beg that very moment. Or....I could play along....become an active participant in my own sweet torture.

I remained silent, and chose to wiggle rather than speak.

"Brat." She laughed and bit the inside of my thigh.

I shook my head, not trusting myself to speak. Play the game. I want to play the game. Don't speak. Not yet.

"Think you can battle wills with me? I think you'll blink first, little girl."

She gave my pussy a little spank. I yelped, but I liked it.

"I don't think you understand what you are denying yourself. Give in to me, and I'll dip my tongue into your pussy and taste you, like this." Her tongue flicked my clit, then sank her tongue inside. One of her fingers swiftly slid inside me. "Mmmmm....you are so wet for me. I know you want this.", she murmurred against my clit. I screamed and bucked against her as she licked and softly bit my clit. MORE! YES! Like THAT! Another finger! PLEASE don't STOP!!!

She quickly crawled up my body, grabbed my face, and forced me to be still. "Are you ready to beg for my tongue to fuck you? Are you ready to cum little girl?". She kissed me. Hard. I could taste myself in her mouth. Oh my god! She pinched one of my nipples, and moved her hand back between my legs. Please touch me! PLEASE! I ached for more.

"Tell me. Are. You. Ready?"

She slid two fingers inside me. I arched my back, and thrust against her, whimpering, moaning.

"Answer me."

She rubbed her thumb over my clit.

I finally lost control.

"YES I'm ready! Please!".

"Ready for what? Ready for me to stop?". She removed her fingers, and I thought I would die.

"Please fuck me with your tongue. I'll do anything you want. Just please DON'T STOP!".

"Anything I want?"

"YES! ANYTHING!"

The second those words went out of my mouth, I knew I was in big, big trouble....

....to be continued....because I'm mean....

A few weeks ago...

"Do you want to come in?"

I felt a rush of power in that moment. Looking at her I understood that she wanted me to say yes. I had the opportunity to be bold, to take what I wanted. So I did.

"Yes." I said.

She ushered me in with this sexy, predatory confidence, her eyes locked onto me. I don't actually remember reaching the sofa. Suddenly, we were sitting, facing each other, and I felt dizzy. "I've been chasing you for two years. I'm done.", she said, looking me up and down, ever so slowly.

I couldn't speak, could barely breathe. I stared at her, wide-eyed, my body aching to feel her, skin to skin. When her lips finally captured mine, I thought I might faint. Thank God her arms quickly encircled my waist, because I'd have collapsed and slipped to the floor if she hadn't been holding me in place. The lips I had been dreaming of were now pressed against mine, nibbling gently, coaxing me to open up. Her tongue came out to play as she deepened the kiss.

My hands, which had been resting on her arms, began to roam as the hunger I'd been struggling to keep a leash on, broke free. I had my fingers buried in her hair and I kissed her back with all the pent up passion of the last two years.

She pressed her breasts against mine as she devoured my mouth. I could hear soft whimpering, and it took me a few moments to realize it was me making the sounds. Her hands moved slowly along my sides and they left a trail of heat in their wake. My body was on fire. Her fingertips brushed the sides of my breasts her lips left mine and trailed along my neck. My eyes were closed and I was lost in sensation.

She began kissing down my neck. It wasn't until I felt her teeth lightly tug on the clasp of my bra that I realized she'd relieved me of my shirt. Her fingers joined her mouth and deftly unfastened the clasp. My breasts spilled out into her hands. She squeezed gently, and I nearly died. It was all so...naughty. My first sexual experience with a female, and I was having it with the fantasy girl from next door!

There's something indescribably hot about being with someone who is completely and utterly immersed in making you feel good. Her touch had me longing to be nasty, to let go of all inhibitions. At that moment, I knew I would do anything she asked, right then, right there.

...to be continued...

Ain't nuthin' like the real thing, baby...

Someone recently asked me about the strangest thing I have ever had in my mouth .

Easy one.

Years ago, I was dating this fellow.

We'll call him........Captain Fantastic.

Captain Fantastic and I dated for maybe....three or four months before I was ready to go past second base.

So....

One fairly romantic night.....Captain Fantastic, having been behaving perfectly charming and Captain Fantastic-ish, wore my defenses down. We were drinking lots and lots of "Lil' Slut Viagra" (aka wine).

He sits down in my wing-back chair, and pulls me into his lap. We start making out, and it's...well....it's Fantastic. :)

So we make out.

And we make out.

And we make out some more.

And my drunk Lil' Slut self decides she is in the mood to shock Captain Fantastic.

Soooo....

I crawl (or maybe I should say slink) down his body and kneel on the floor.

His lustfilled eyes widen.

I look up at him, smiling rather innocently (and yes, I can appear quite innocent), and he growls at me.

I reach for his belt, and he looks ready to hyperventilate.

He tries to reach for me again, but I push his hands away.

I undo his belt, lean forward, and unzip his pants with my teeth.

....mmmmmm.....I am sitting here grinning at my computer screen, just remembering the shocked expression on his face....

I reach inside his pants, and for the first time touch his manly appendage.

(hehehehehee)

He squirms and moans, which of course, thrills me down to my toes.

I widen his fly for easier access.

Everything comes flying out.....

....and I notice.....something is......lopsided.....strangely shaped....awkward.....odd.

I try not to gawk, and think to myself, self, you're drunk. You're not seeing what you think you're seeing.

Sooo.....

I lean forward and slowwwwly begin teasing Captain Fantastic's mini-Captain Fantastic with my lips and my tongue.

He's squirming more and moaning louder, and I am trying not to giggle.

I LOVE the power of sucking cock. It fucking THRILLS me! I live for moans and groans and "choke on my cum you little slut".... ;)

I reach up and lightly touch his balls while I am......"performing"......and I think to myself.....uhm....weird.

Sooo....

I'm between his legs multi-tasking (*grin*), and I can't stop thinking something is really, really odd.

I grasp his very hard, very nice cock in my hands, and lower my mouth to his balls.

I start with tracing my tongue lightly over each one, trying to ignore the slight difference in texture, still thinking to myself, DRUNK!

I move my hands up and down his "protruding member" (*laughing*) and gently begin to suck on his balls.

I move from the left one to the right one.

And.

Freeze.

I look up at him, confused.

He looks down at me, with a very strange look upon his face.

I arch an eyebrow, waiting....

He sighs and tells me a story about an illness from years before that he had successfully recovered from....

Sooo....to answer the "....strangest thing I ever had in my mouth" question....

Well dearies....

It was a synthetic ball.

This morning...

Your arms wrapped around me...your lips pressing against my neck...

I squirm and stretch, and realize...mmmmmmmm....I am deliciously sore everywhere.

I am surprised by your gentleness now, as you lightly stroke my breasts...

Your hands begin to roam lower...

You whisper in my ear that you want me again.

I turn in your arms and press my lips against yours.

I love kissing you baby.

Your fingers trail down my back and grip my ass.

The kiss deepens, and I feel your hard cock pressing in to my tummy.

Mmmmmm.....oh yes.....

I fling my left leg over your body, straddling you.

I slowwwwwwly impale myself on your cock, feeling your girth stretch my now tender pussy.

I smile as I hear you softly moan.

I stretch and purr....

...and open my eyes....

to an empty bed.

I gasp as I realize I am alone.....it was just another dream.

Not that I'm complaining....

Well, ok, I am complaining a TINY bit.....

Just goes to show ya....

...you shouldn't believe everything you read...

*wink*